Well not at every wedding and most definitely not at ours. Let me reassure you, our wedding was one of the happiest days of my life. I married the love of my life. But I did not like our wedding. We were married at the registry office. I was overweight. I didn't feel pretty. I felt fat and ugly. I hate every single photo that was taken that day. Here are some of me on our wedding day:
So for years we have talked about having a renewal ceremony over here so a) his family could be involved and b) so we could have a proper wedding c) have some professional photos taken
Years keep passing by though and it has yet to happen. When I hit my goal weight earlier this year I actually started really looking forward to doing it. I was imagining myself in all these pretty dresses. We want to do it in this really pretty park not to far from our house and it would be in either Spring or Fall and casual. So I want my dress to be fun not overly formal.
Something like these:
Since I gained some of the weight back this is one of the things that has been plaguing me. I really want to look my best for this, if it ever happens so I need to focus and get back on track and stay there. I hope that it does happen eventually. Maybe it will be for our 10th anniversary! Lol (2016)
Who knows but it's a goal and motivation!
If you could redo something in your life what would it be?